like a cat tied to a stick
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I can't believe that I've left LJ this long... 

well I've had entrance exams and it's certain that I'll be a university student. But I'm tired of studying for all these exhausting entrance exams and what is worse, I have a fever. Damn it. The day after tomorrow I have one last exam and it's all over. Hang in there Haruka...

By the way, do you know how to resign from LJ? This is just a question. But I don't know how.

HEY!
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I'm not dead!

I've been making my mcr web site and finally got it done.

Here is the address, but it's all written in Japanese. 

But I put a fic written in English so...you could read it if you like.

http://darkredrose.web.fc2.com/

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 1. If you could give a gift to each of the MCR boys, what would you give them?   
watery muffler to Bob. brown sweater to Ray. blue datebook to Frank. The Three Gifts at Christmas(picture book) to Gerard and white mittens to Mikey.

2. Have you received anything MCR-related for Christmas in the past? Have you given anything MCR-related?
No. This is the first Christmas for me to spend as a mcr fan.

3. What is your favorite quote by one of the MCR boys?
Uh, I don't know much of their talk because you know I don't really understand their fast English. Also I don't remember their interviews...am I a failure as a fan?

4. What is your favorite picture of one or more of the MCR boys?
5. Out of all the bands MCR has toured with, which is your favorite?


I moved :D
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I moved, and everything in the new house is so beautiful and fresh :)
Here it is much warmer and I never get frozen in the bathroom. Neighbors look kind. And above all, I can go to the nearest station, which I use to go to my school, on foot in 7 minutes. Wow.

But there's one thing I'm kind of annoyed with...
I've kept a mcr poster for my new room for so long, but my dad won't let me pin it on the new, expensive wall. He should let me, shouldn't he? D: It's my room anyway! If I died tomorrow, he should regret that he didn't let me! 
But anyway I think I'll secretly pin it...

Apt Pupil
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Once I felt like I would be a Todd... 
Though the image of killing people never brings me an erection like it did to Todd.

I caught a cold and had absented myself from school for three days...I went to school today only to gather a lot of text books for the exams coming on next Monday. I miss my friends.

By the way, I was the top at mock exams in my school. Yay :)

I dont care if its friday or not :p
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 1. What's your Favourite Food?
Muscats <3

2. What's the one thing you couldn't live without?
MUSIC.

And of course my precious friends, nice family and you ;)

3. What helps you out when you're not feeling happy?
Listening to music. Singing.

4. Have you ever had a ghostly experience?
Nop. I want to have one.

5. What's the craziest practical joke that's ever been played on you?
Johnny Depp committed adultery with some famous actress!!! (From my best friend on April 1st...I'll never forgive her for that...How fucked up I got!!!) And yes I'm a big fan of him.
 

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I finally got these red pumps!
I'd looked for just good ones, cute and red with not-so-high heels. That was hard but I found them anyway :)
I look forward to wearing them xD

 

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I'm a little depressed because my English composition was selected for a speech contest in my school. I didn't think at all that they would select mine, but they did. And I hate it because it's about my bad memory and is personal. If only I haven't written it!!! Well I was really depressed at that time and just wanted to write it in order to leave the memory all behind though I knew teachers would read it. Ah, I didn't think it would be selected. Why on earth did they do that? It's just a shitty composition! I usually feel happy when something I did is praised, but this time I'm just annoyed. I'm going to have to read it before my classmates but I don't want to. 

But one thing was really amazing...Our basketball team won in PE class. Though I suck at sports, the other members did their best and I think I could be of a little help :) 
One more thing I feel happy is that leaves are turning red and yellow. That's fascinating. It gets colder but looking up at leaves is comfort. I love autumn.

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Hi. This question shouldn't be asked here but, anyway. (I prefer posting it to sending an e-mail to the maintainers. I'm afraid that my English doesn't make sense.)

Someone tell me how to join mychemicalslash? I read the rule but didn't quite understand. Should I send an e-mail to the maintainers?

Oh well, exams are coming. Mom's locked the PC and allowed me to use it only once or twice a week, so I have looots of time to study now. Meh.

 

D:
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 Someone, please, PLEASE tell me the lyrics of Desert Song????
Because I can't recognize the words...So, please??

YAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!
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Today my mom gave me LOTMS for the birthday present!!!!!!!

FUCK  YAY!!!!!!!!

I'd been waiting for this day for half a year because I didn't have enough money...

Now I feel like....I'm on the top of the world...

If someone said I would die tomorrow I'd love to. I mean it.

The Concert Is Over!
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We played Come Unto Him and Hallelujah by Handel. AHHHH I'm comfortable now!!! *sighs and grins*
And it was the first experience to play an encore. It was surprising but pleasant.

Tired...
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We have a violin concert( it's not  an actual concert but very very small local concert.) the day after tomorrow. But I hadn't practiced at all so I did for an hour or so. Hallelujah chorus is hard as hell but I love and want to sing it but can't. If only I could play and sing at one time.
I wanna sing loudly!

I've begun to learn how to write a story in English. I LOOOVE writing slash.

Jump In Joy. (Or Sinkin' In Sorrow?)
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I was suggested by my English teacher who is British that I should be a politician in the future. 
Wow should I??? lol :D

And now I'm writing three new year cards for Palestinian children in refugee camps. My world history teacher is foster and supports them by writing a letter by the month. So I told her I'd like to help her and now I'm decorating the new year cards. One of my friends who is also interested in the Middle East and got three cards as well is probably doing the same. I'm not good at decorating, but I'm sure my coloration sense is good...
anyway I'm happy for helping the teacher. She got ten cards to be written and decorated and it was clear she couldn't work it out. Aha, but it was hilarious when she put the children's name list on a table and made a worried face...uh, I'm such a sadist.

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 I  miss her I miss her I miss her

Mmm it's already Sunday due to time difference.
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1. Did you dress up as a member of My Chem for Hallowe'en this year? If not, have you in the past? Pictures would be awesome!
Nop.

2. Did you see anyone dressed as one of the guys this year? Trick or treating, at a party etc...
No...I'd like to.

3. If you could pick a Chem song to be in the end credits of any horror movie what would it be? (Keep in mind Helena and I Never Told You... were already both used in House of Wax)
Uh...Dead! would be funny...maybe.

4. Frank has his birthday tattooed on his fingers and a giant lack-o-lantern on his back. Do you have anything special and close to you that you would consider getting tattooed? 
I'll never have tattoo, it's so unusual here but Scorpion would be nice.

5. How was your Hallowe'en? :)
 
Went to school, learned a bit about Halloween in English writing class, wrote a short essay about Halloween memory and played the violin.  Ate a pumpkin cake with one of my friend on the way home.

But we had held a Halloween party in secret at the first night in the school trip already...It was definitely fun.

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 Mom and I went to a curtain shop to select my new room's curtain because we're going to move. We had already decided but I didn't like it, so we had to select again. I was scolded by mom and yeah it was my fault not to say earlier. Anyway I could find nice curtain. I hope it'll suit my new room. And we went to cafe and drank tea which smelled very fruity and had some cakes. Peaceful day. 

I feel some relief because I can study again...I mean, I've managed to study and do homework in less frustration like I did in the past. When I was all diligent and felt no stress. 
Well, less stress now. And I like it.

Tomorrow I'm going to see 'Hair Spray' and go to karaoke with two of my friends. I'm really looking forward to it. I've once sung Rape Me by Nirvana before my friends and, you know, they were all fucked up like, "OMG YOU ARE A GIRL AREN'T YOU !??" 
Strangely enough, they loved it though I wouldn't have cared if their reaction had been bad, and they even asked me to sing it again so I mean to sing it ;)

here they are...
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expensive clamexpensive clam

do you dare to eat this?
門...a gate.門...a gate.

armorarmor

wishes peacewishes peace

me...me...

st.franciscost.francisco

bananabanana

castlecastle





 

I'm home!
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I had arrived home last night and had been so tired that slept all day long. I had a good time in the school trip. In the nights we exchanged dirty jokes and laughed out loud like teenage boys. I bought puddings formed breasts and ate with my friends at night. *smirks* You may say that the girls in girls school are generally dirty...

We went to Atomic Bomb Museum and I realized again that wars are waste and simply sad. Even now the victims are suffering from the after effects. Their burnt skin turned into like monster's, which caused the discrimination they've endured. For whole 62 years. Even now some pieces of glass are taken out under the victims' skin. They were buried when the atomic bomb exploded and blew out windows. Steel was melt or bent by the heat ray. Shadows of human or ladder or leaves remain on walls because of it, too.
Violence is the worst way to solve problems. Killing and hurting people who don't deserve. We have not still realized how it destroy their lives. Babies without brains are often born in Iraq recently because of the depleted uranium bombs dropped by America. Babies without their brains and bone skulls look like frogs, exposing their organ. If you haven't seen them, you should. Because I believe that we are responsible for them because we didn't stop the world doing so. If we don't act out, it won't change.  

By the way, I heard that my father's client's daughters is going to study abroad to Switzerland. I ENVY THEM! The school they are to go is full of students from various countries that they can learn a lot there. I'm eager to study abroad! I've longed to meet foreign people. But I have to wait until I go to university... 

Well, I have to study harder from now because the school trip was over. I'm depressed but will enjoy this Sunday at least. gah.

Friday!
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It's already Saturday at 3a.m. here but who cares? Let's go.

1. If there was one compliment you could give to Bob, what would it be?
You are so fucking sexy when you smile coyly.

2. If there was one tip you could ask of Ray, what would it be?
How many days does Gerard actually keep wearing the same clothes...without taking a shower, of course.

3. If there was one insult you could throw at Mikey, what would it be?
You skinny pegion-toed oyster. 

No, no, I love you Mikey! 
4. If there was one favor you could ask of Frank, what would it be?
It isn't actually a favor but...  Smile at me. (And I can die for it.) 

5. If there was one request you could ask of Gerard, what would it be?
Take it off.  Hmm...  Let me watch you jerk yourself off?

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